Last night was awesome! Molly, Stephanie, Suzanne and I went to the "Fictionist" concert. They are a band of classical rock, whose music I love so much! The concert was to start at 8:00 so we got there half an hour earlier so we could find the perfect seat, I actually wanted to the same seat I had for the concert last semester hahaha
I gotta say it was kind of awkward when we got to Sammy's 'cause everyone was staring at us, especially three weirdos sitting on the couch lol! Anyway... Fortunately we saw Stephanie there and felt more confortable having each other's company hehehe
The concert started around 8:15 I don't even remember the name of the band who open the concert, but I do remember their music was scary and creepy hahaha I mean... why would you sing.... I could've loved you, I could've hated you, I could've killed you! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! It was funny though because there were some people really into it moving their heads like if they were in drugs or something...WeIrD!!!
Finally, after an hour of torment, it was the time for the FICTIONIST to show up! We were really excited and I didn't care about others looking at me singing or dancing hahaha I was just enjoying so much their music!
The show was super intense and I loved the adrenalin everyone in the audience had :D
They opened with one of their new songs, which has become one of my favorites, and I got really excited when they started playing "Blue-eyed Universe". People went crazy and I just danced and sang like I had never done before lol! It was hilarious to see one girl in the audience looking at me..I think she must have thought I was truly a fan of them because most of the people in the audience didn't know about them hahahaa
I SURE LOVED AND ENJOYED every single minute of the performance for 2 hours!
At the end...we went to Aaron and Stuart to take pictures with them..they are so nice and cool!
I'm extremely happy they'll be coming back next month in March on the 16th!
It really was a GREAT NiGhT!

One of many nights staying up late during Christmas break hahaha Some days we had weird conversations, but they were always fun and hilarious! :)

hmmmm.... :/

Today was one of those days I just felt out of place. I've talked to my family two times this week, but still I feel something is missing in my life right now. I wish I could be home at least for one day. I would be talking to my mom and she would be holding me while reminding me how lucky I am for all the things I have, which I tend to forget some times. I've been having a great time at Kacie's though, her family's been very nice to me and they are just awesome!, which makes me feel kind of sad because I'll have to say good bye to all of them soon :(
Oh Ruth! I just found funny that a few minutes ago I went to the bathroom and cried for a little while just so I could feel better I guess, but then all of a sudden I twisted my ankle and I just thought "why do always something funny happen to me right when I'm in a sad mood? so I just laughed at myself as usual hahaha anyway..I just think it was a weird moment :) I hope tomorrow I feel better and more motivated to be who I really am, since that's something always hard for me. oh well... good night!

L'amour de ma vie n'est pas toi

L'amour de ma vie est un amour impossible. Hier je lui ai vu et cet a ete un moment magique. Mon coeur a palpite tres vite chaque fois qu'il parlait avec moi et chaque fois qu'il me regardait.

L'amour de ma vie est un etre humain dificil d'oublier. La sincerite et bonte qu'il transmet depasse la beaute physique et tout sentiment negative. L'amour de ma vie, c'est lui qui me donne de l'espoir de trouver une autre personne qui m'aime parce qu'il ne peut pas sentir le meme pour moi.