hmmmm.... :/

Today was one of those days I just felt out of place. I've talked to my family two times this week, but still I feel something is missing in my life right now. I wish I could be home at least for one day. I would be talking to my mom and she would be holding me while reminding me how lucky I am for all the things I have, which I tend to forget some times. I've been having a great time at Kacie's though, her family's been very nice to me and they are just awesome!, which makes me feel kind of sad because I'll have to say good bye to all of them soon :(
Oh Ruth! I just found funny that a few minutes ago I went to the bathroom and cried for a little while just so I could feel better I guess, but then all of a sudden I twisted my ankle and I just thought "why do always something funny happen to me right when I'm in a sad mood? so I just laughed at myself as usual hahaha anyway..I just think it was a weird moment :) I hope tomorrow I feel better and more motivated to be who I really am, since that's something always hard for me. oh well... good night!