hmmmm.... :/

Today was one of those days I just felt out of place. I've talked to my family two times this week, but still I feel something is missing in my life right now. I wish I could be home at least for one day. I would be talking to my mom and she would be holding me while reminding me how lucky I am for all the things I have, which I tend to forget some times. I've been having a great time at Kacie's though, her family's been very nice to me and they are just awesome!, which makes me feel kind of sad because I'll have to say good bye to all of them soon :(
Oh Ruth! I just found funny that a few minutes ago I went to the bathroom and cried for a little while just so I could feel better I guess, but then all of a sudden I twisted my ankle and I just thought "why do always something funny happen to me right when I'm in a sad mood? so I just laughed at myself as usual hahaha anyway..I just think it was a weird moment :) I hope tomorrow I feel better and more motivated to be who I really am, since that's something always hard for me. oh well... good night!

L'amour de ma vie n'est pas toi

L'amour de ma vie est un amour impossible. Hier je lui ai vu et cet a ete un moment magique. Mon coeur a palpite tres vite chaque fois qu'il parlait avec moi et chaque fois qu'il me regardait.

L'amour de ma vie est un etre humain dificil d'oublier. La sincerite et bonte qu'il transmet depasse la beaute physique et tout sentiment negative. L'amour de ma vie, c'est lui qui me donne de l'espoir de trouver une autre personne qui m'aime parce qu'il ne peut pas sentir le meme pour moi.

Ruth is...

Antes que nada, perdon por mi egocentrismo. Mi ex-roommate Sara siempre se burla de mi por editar fotos de mi y cosas asi, y pensandolo bien si es me dio raro enfocarme solo en mi, pero prometo...prometo..prometo sera una de las unicas veces que lo hare en mi blog :) peace!!!

The River...

Tonight I was looking at all my pictures and I found this one from Spring semester, it was super fun! I LoVe This pic just because I like how colorful it is :) Good Night!!!
Feeling: Hopeful

What "Love" makes you do sometimes.

This has been one of the most embarrassing experiences I've ever had!
So I decided to make sticky buns for... mmm... yeah... him! just because I know how he likes them. I had never baked in my entire life, and I took the risk of burning this bread also for the first time, well.. fortunately it didn't happen, but anyway... he and his roommate came over that night and had some of my experiment. I intentionally made them just for him, and even when I tried to come up with a whole different story to hide the fact, I guess it was just too obvious, oh well... I hope he has forgotten about that :/

One more?

Good News! My friend Jackie, the most beautiful venezuelan @ BYUI is also engaged! I'm really happy for them!
He's a lucky guy!
Omg! All my friends are either getting married, or having babies, or at least they have a boyfriend :/
Anyway, Kacie and I had this deep conversation about it last night, and we both agreed that we are good! and decided to enjoy our time being single, even though it's always nice to have somebody on your side :) awww!! nah! Later!

Mes petites filles!

Raquel and Abril
I just wanted to let people know that my sisters are the most fun and beautiful girls of the whole "Zona Escolar" neighborhood in Mexico City. If you want to hear the funniest made up jokes and stories, find these girls! You won't regret!

Frou Frou - Hear Me Out

Thinking of him while listening to this song*

Ruth thinks that...

Love is an infatuation that comes and goes fast, but friendship, friendship is somethig that lasts forever! That's why you marry your best friend :) I hate to say this but it's sooo true!

Being in love with someone is the best feeling ever, but only when that person feels the same way about you, if not it means suffering, intense pain, disappointment, sadness, and loneliness!! ufff!!! Sorry, I needed to take that out! ;)

Anyhow...Sorry for saying this but I hate the american dating system.I find it easier that guys make sure they like a girl by hanging out and talking to her, then they kind of find out if she is interested and finally if they see she is then, just ask!!!do you want to be my girlfriend??? That's what being in a relationship is for, to get to know each other and if it doesn't work then you just break up! oh how I miss how they do it in Mexico hahaha it is more exciting and fun! The American dating game just makes it harder and super confusing! For those who disagree, please forgive me lol!

Anyway... I don't even know why this came to my mind but I just wanted to say it hahahaha

This is where I come from!

I was born in Veracruz, Mexico. It is a wonderful city full of music, dancing, lights, noisy people, and delicious food. To me, Veracruz would be the best place to live if the weather wasn't that HOT :/ That's why I just go visit during Christmas time hahaha

I've lived most of my life in Mexico City, so I consider myself from both places because one was witness of my birth and the other has seen me growing up*

If you're a "Jarocho" you know how to move it, it is in your blood! Just in case you wondered why I love dancing so much ;)

A Big Decision!

so... I decided to create my own blog thanks to my beautiful roommate Kacie C, she is a very creative person and I love to see her blog whenever I have time :)

I've been living with Kacie for 3 semesters so far and I'm glad we'll be roomming for 2 more yay!!! She is the best!! Oh by the way..I'll spend Christsmas with her in Arizona. I'm way excited yeah!